Sometimes, crap happens.

So I just want to start off by saying that with this blog, I'm not aiming for popularity. I'm not aiming to please people. I'm aiming to be real, and to express myself, and hopefully help or maybe inspire someone. That's all I care about. I will always be willing to do something, even if it's challenging or scary or 'weird', if I think it'll really help someone. Cause in the end those are the times you look back on and either regret, or are proud of. Those are your defining moments as a person. Tests of character. And everyone else will usually forget about those moments anyways. Except you. And you will mess up. But if you let yourself and are brave, you can be a really amazing person. We all have it in us. So if you're looking to read something that's all 'happy' and 'positive' all the time, and says 'just dig deep and FIND yourself!!', this isn't the place... I guess maybe I'd be somewhat promoting that, but in a different way. See people say stuff like that, and it's like... that helped me how? Like it sounds nice, but I'd rather hear HOW I can dig deep, or WHEN is this crap going to end, you know? The truth is... there are no absolute things in life, none except this: it goes on.

 And in my opinion, I don't think it's possible to 'find' yourself. Well, I do, but first, you have to create yourself. You have to see what you want; who you want to be. You get to CHOOSE. That sounds a lot more productive and inspiring to me. I'd rather choose who I am then be like, 'Oh, well I guess this is me, hope I'm making the right choice...'.Whatever. That's a waste of time. (believe me, I've been there). In my opinion, I  think it's healthy to get mad out of your mind, cry your freaking eyes out, and want to scream and throw something against the wall. You know why? BECAUSE YOU ARE HUMAN. It is your RIGHT. It's not all fun and games all the time, and you're not going to be happy all the time, so don't try to be. So I say let's talk about it.

I think the human soul is insane. The capacity we have to feel. WHAT we can feel. Hate, love, anger, jealousy, joy, inspiration, strength, weakness. It's all part of it, all part of life. And sometimes it freaking SUCKS, but sometimes words can't even describe how completely happy you are. I LIVE for those moments... On top of that, I think the most incredible and valuable thing EVER is who you are as a person. YOU. And this includes how you look and sound, not just how you act or think, because all of it is YOU. A lot of people say, 'it's what's on the inside that matters' and yes, this is true. But I heard a quote once saying 'true beauty is being the best version of you inside and out'. And this is so true. I'm always way happier when I'm care free, doing me, but especially when I feel cute too.(: haha But ANYWAYS, this is getting kinda long. Have a good one, all.

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